The Boy I Like 2

I miss him..
He's been quiet for so long..
Is he on a vacation or something..?
or..doesn't even care to show up..
I've been wondering..
whether we will ever meet again in the future..

" Man I'm beginning to think that's me "

Great..I have his number and dare not to call him..

Because I still have a pride..and bit of ego..

I can't seem to stop looking at his profile and pictures( I think I am a stalker ) and remembering back the memory I had when I first fell for him..

It's kind of funny to think that by just one look I was beginning to have a crush on him..

I still remembered that day(although I can't seem to remember the dates, Never did remember anyone's birthday) when I was chasing my friend...Ukraine..she was sort of hurt with her boyfriend and kept moving fast(did she think I have a superhuman legs?) while angry at her boyfriend who was with his gang..well her boyfriend just came back suddenly from a boarding school and I forgot what was that fight about..

While she was moving fast I kind of caught an eye on a boy..he had this face that makes me feel mysterious I guess...He looks really mysterious that I can't seem to forget about it..and I kept following his gaze unconditionally..well after that event..I didn't met him anymore..

Until one day..in front of my class he was walking on the corridor talking to his friend..

I kept thinking..oh its that guy, at that time I never really thought that I was actually having a crush on him and thought he just seem to hypnotized me every time I met his gaze..and so he hypnotized me again..

and from that on I kept stop wondering who he is...and realized I got a crush on him......*blushing*

And from that on ..

That boy has been my crush ever since..

It's been three years now..

and hurts me that we may have to be separated(even though this is an unrequited love)..I don't seem to know why it hurts...I feel like killing someone..Alfonso..I feel like killing her..she's sometimes is annoying~~...

and dod something without thinking~~ Always and always is stubborn~~ geez...but still I love her even though she WON'T let me forget about that Frog.. I know she cares for me..but sometimes I keep wondering how else am I going to forget about Frog?..Even though I have Allah..but still I can't get rid of Frog from my head...damn you Alfonso..haha just kidding don't get Alfonso..you're the only person that I can talk about this feeling..:P

p/s:  I wish Alfonso is not reading this...(as if she knows who her name here is)

I will be Kero :P