Sunday, November 28, 2010

Crush? Like?

I wonder why is it so hard for me to forget about him?
Is it that difficult to forget someone you had a crush on?
It's not like I really, really, really like him or love him right?
It's just a crush right?
Why is it every time I see him or just saw him, my hearts keep pounding?
I mean like a "Just saw a ghost" thing..
We never talk..
We're not even in a same class..
Why do I still keep on having that same feeling whenever I saw him!
Even thought I tried on saying I don't like anyone now..and
Just have a crush on that person and million other people ...
But that tingling feeling keep trying to evade me...like somehow my mind keep searching for him..
Even when I saw his name but a different person ..my heart keep pounding..
I just can't seem to stop thinking about him...
I ...just can't stop..why?
He IS just a crush right?
It's not like I am falling for him right?
Man It hurts so badly that I just feel like i want to cry but I have no reason to cry..
He is not supposed to be the reason I have to cry..
"It hurts that I can never tell you Faris"

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